Friday, June 20, 2008

Being patient and kind

We do some training with Jo. It is about checking in with ourselves and where we are at. One of the questions is about what I am learning about right now. My list flows, and I realise my edge is all about deepening connections with the householders. I want to be a good friend to the strangers I meet, and be in friendly relationship with myself. I want to be patient and kind, nuture these relationships. When I think about where I want to get to as a result of deepening my practice of fundraising in a buddhist context I think about wanting to move towards being more outgoing and confident. I can see myself in a couple of weeks time being able to embody the lover archetype more, cultivating loving, outgoing energy.

I also have this sense that the way through into this, my door, is about being more open and vulnerable and allowing the householder to see me more, being less one dimensional. I also realise I am open to making lots of money if it is the universe's will for me. I breathe, sleep, and go off to meditate before going out and trying to embody love and friendship on the doors.

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